Confession

Attention p/s: this blog is created mean to myself. As time passed, i would like to come and read it over again on what i had did last time. I hope no one would come to read my blog and intrude in my lifestyle by telling everyone about my blog. If u happened to read about my blog, keep it silent and dont share around please. It seriously bring disrespect to me. Thank you 

Have you heard of Ireland ?

Hi, I am back with a bit of sense of delight today :D

Today, my college came some crew from Ireland
I seldom heard of that country and they came here as well to introduce their lovely country to us :)
For those who are interested to continue their studies in Ireland, i think this is really a perfect place to go :)
I had told my parents about this Ireland, i am glad to hear that they may send me there after i finished my diploma :D Im totally thrilled with it ^^
The tuition fees is not expensive as compared to UK which i initially decided to go after i completed my advance diploma
They only need about 9000 euros which equal to about RM36,000 for the annual tuition fees and i am able to take my master and also complete my ACCA exams in the same way :)
I felt it is quite affordable and worth it as my parents also decided to shift me to Sunway college initially after i completed my diploma in TARC... Now, i am exposed to a new place, how glad am i :)
There is a spokesperson, Mr Carl(He is from Ireland too) which introduced to some of the culture and habits in Ireland.
I really found it interesting and Ireland is nominated as the world No.6 safest place as calculated from the GPI index..WAO!
The most important is... Irish speaks English ! so Malaysian's students who studied there don't need to worry much about it :D
I really hope to know more about this country, Ireland !

Here are some of the information and pictures i had googled from the net :D

                The map of Ireland..It is located just beside United Kingdom but they were not belongs to the UK :)

Mr Carl stated that the students were really friendly and they were called the friendliest people in the world

If i was to study there, this will be my university:) (University of Dublin)

How vintage and classic it can be ! so nice :)

Did you know that the famous Westlife came from Ireland ? :) they were Irish :)

Well, i know everyone knew him..He is Daniel Radcliffe from "Harry Potter" and he is an Irish too :)

I think everyone heard about St. Patrick day before right? which means "Go Green" :)

Well, this special occasion is first generated from Ireland :)

this is the famous dance from the Irish, which is "step dance" while some also called it as " Tap dance", the flow of the music came from the kicking on the floor with stud shoes :) Ladies and Men also could dance this :)

Irish people love to go to the pub during their leisure... As we can see in those English movie, mostly their movie would start with a few moustache and bearded men would drink beer with many foam on it in a bar :D Ya, they were probably Irish ! :D They love drinking alcohol as their country were cold and alcohol could provide them with warmth..So, bars and pubs were famous in the Ireland. This is the famous Irish's pub that we could also find it in KLCC :) I would visit here one day ^^

 How their pub looks like..Fuyoh! so classic :D

One of the Irish favorite alcoholic drink which we could also find it here... Guinness stout:)

Chinese: 黑狗 :D

But i don't like to drink this because you really can't imagine the bitterness >< yuck

Only my grandma would drink this..They believe they can improve the strength of our body..whoa!

One more ! Ireland is totally famous of Whiskey ! one of their famous native beverages but i don't know how to drink ><

the Irish also treat clubbing as one of their leisure due to their friendly nature..Oops ! and i don't club, maybe i would get involved if i were there :D Well we should learn to chip in someone's culture ..Don't blame me :P

This is the only things i know about Ireland and the Irish and i really wish to know more :)

Irish man were totally handsome ! HAHAHA

They really look classy and gentleman and i like it :) Don't say me pervert :P

Well, i am still waiting for the consent from my parents whether i would be continuing my studies there :)

Ireland, a good place and nice spot to visit :D

Its semester 3

i had stepped in into my Year 2 semester 3 of my diploma
Thats mean i would only have one more semester that i would end my Diploma in Accounting in Tunku Abdul Rahman College :) Thanks God
Well, throughout my life in diploma, i had ups and downs in completing my studies...
many people would pointing fingers on TARC students which i really feel is quite unfair as they would thought that those who studying are those who have nowhere to go which i feel unhappy and angry with those comments...
All this while, TARC had been offering quality and affordable education to students in Malaysia which do not own the opportunity to further their studies in public universities or overseas as they were not as lucky as the others, including myself :)
I had been offered to matriculation college of Melaka after my SPM but i rejected the offer and i prefered to continue my studies in TARC as my choice and i made it until now although i didn't score as high CGPA as the others but i am happy for myself
Thanks TARC college for giving the chance of performing myself :) I faced with many problems and i learned how to face with it and i am not as timid as before. I knew how to fight for my own rights and able to stand out of the crowd for myself.
Last time, i used to cry infront of the public once i faced with problems. Now, i won't simply shed a tear in front the people i don't know and i had learned how to protect my rights :)

During the days in TARC, i had met people who try to distract me from not to study. Thanks god i am able to pull myself back but not felling down into their trap. I met some who only look for entertainment everyday, they were inquisitive enough to try new things by using and wasting money of their parents.

I also met a guy who once win my heart. At first i thought he truly love me while in the end maybe he is just try to make use of me only. During the first 3 months, he keep on hurting me by keep chatting with other girls in a seducing way even though i was his girlfriend. Of course i felt angry and i asked for a break up but in the end he will still lure me back to him. i was too soft-hearted and forgive him once he apologized to me, How stupid i am ! Well, he is a sales distributor from Amway. of course he would introduced me to follow him in doing sales too. In my entire life, i totally utterly hate doing sales but he keep forcing me doing something that was not my dream at all. He even asked me to give up my accounting profession just to follow him to concentrate 100% on his Amway sales. Oh God ! what a boyfriend ! I am not being materialistic. During my relationship with him, he don't even give me anything even on my birthday, he just presented me amway supplements who really wrecked me upon . How stingy you can be. Are you serious in treating me as your partner or just a business partner that soon to be ? i despised on you ! In the end, i choosed to end my relationship with him as he don't even respect my profession which i found totally useless to stay beside him anymore. :) awww, what a relief ! At last, i am able to breathe. Anyeong ! I really hate you from not respect my parents. That is one of the reason i left you/ dumped you. ( this is for you to see once you happen to see this post as i didn't explain to you the reason why i left you ) *see it by yourself. Aha!

p/s: Guys out there, don't ever try to change your partner's dream or passion. we really dislike it. Respect his or her profession because you are not his/her parents. You don't have the rights to stop his/her from doing something one's like. Cheerio. 

At last, i hoped i would end my diploma successfully and move on to advance diploma and i knew my future is awaiting me :)

Love my Life ! 

Is friendship so fragile?

Someone told me that, "There aren't any friendship in girls that could ever last long..."
To be frank, I think so too...
Yet, I still ask for the reason...
I'm not surprise with the answer but I wish that wasn't the answer that I'd heard...
"Cause girls will backstab their own best friend..." 


I wanna deny badly that girls aren't that bad to their friends...
However, it is true that the backstab-ing usually happens in girl-girl friendship rather than guy-guy friendship as what my roommate said... 
It's true that girls like gossiping and gossiping doesn't mean that it's about something negative and hurt...
But HUMAN tends to prefer something more interesting...
Bad and negative stuffs often grab people's attention as usual... @.@
I would admit myself too i would like to listen to people gossiping of someone else :(
Who gotta be proud of being a gossip girl???
Who's really the one that just gossip and not backstab-ing someone else???
(which its really hard to find a girl to find a girl who don't gossip)

So, the best way to STOP all the conflicts is NOT to GOSSIP...

I never say I'm good as a friend...
In fact, I'm quite selfish...
I tend to gossip with my friends sometimes too just because not wanting to be left out and being the topic of the gossip...
However, I know the least thing of the happenings around me cause I'm not a good observer...
So, I'm always out of topic...
Haha!!
Tired of trying to be one of the gang... It's so damn HARD... >.<
Epic fail to be a gossip girl...
It's ok...
Not my style either... ^^


Whether one is a true friend of ours or not...
It's not for us to judge...
We'll know it, we can feel it...
I am the one who got betrayed by many of once were my bestfriends..
Initially, i would feel very angry and hatred towards them as i treated them as my everything but they would turn out give u nothing.. Well, this is the circle of life.
Now, i move on with my life by meeting my new friends and peers. 
Life is just like a train, some will board in while some will leave :)
Friends or enemies or past boyfriend, thanks for being the part of my life :)
I still heart you guys :) All the best in your life
There is always one that we could share with him/her EVERYTHING...
There is always one that we could find him/her ANYTIME...
There is always one that we would miss EVERY TIME...
There is always one that we could be ANYTHING in front of him/her...
There is always one that we would remember and cherish FOREVER...
Sometimes, he/she could be better than your LOVE but never be your LOVE... ^^

Quote : Making a million friends is not a Miracle, the Miracle is to make A Friend who will stand by you when million are against you ^^
Everything is fragile in this world...
Even now our Earth is fragile too...
Do take good care of your every possession...
We never want to miss anything that would happen in our lives...
Earth need us... ^^

Last Hope

i ended my job at tadika...

eeeeeee.......sad nia..

my students say they want me to teach them wor...hehe

paiseh paiseh....^^

i bought sweets and jelly for my students as their Goodbye present....

i will miss them especially Lee Pei Nee....

i sayang her the most because she always massage for me and even sing songs for me...

And and Nicole and Bryan....Aiyoyo...

my "bao-bei" lo...

next time i can't carry Nicole d....

hope she won't cry la....

Haiz...Haiz....

All the best to all my colleagues in ASC.....^^

Misssssss u~

Faxie!!!!!

went out with Jessie today....

We went to Rex zone to let go everything...

i feel like crying in the room...

i shouted like crazy during singing....

all the songs just like saying me, all about what that happen to me...

among all the songs, this song reflect to me the most....

Haiz...i hope that i can let go one day...

I still love and miss you~

baby对不起

听到我的电话响了一生就暂停
会不会是你我总怀疑
因为这原因心情不稳定
我们之间的问题是我不相信你
敏感又多心怕你变了心
因为爱你害怕失去你
爱的天气总是阴晴不定
爱的情绪也在欢笑中哭泣
(baby)想对你说生对不起用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意(如果没有你)
我的世界只剩回忆每天只面对孤寂
以来不及在说我爱你
自从那天分手后停不住泪滴
想念一个人
能忘记自己让我爱你什么都愿意
爱的天气总是阴晴不定
爱的情绪也在欢笑中哭泣
(baby)想对你说生对不起用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意(如果没有你)
我的世界只剩回忆每天只面对孤寂
以来不及在说我爱你
(baby)想对你说生对不起用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意(如果没有你)
我的世界只剩回忆每天只面对孤寂
以来不及在说我爱你
如果能在遇见你把你抱紧
从此步分离决不放弃我要告诉你
os:baby i\'m sorry

missing u all

having a bowl of curry cintan mee now....
i m missing my beloved friends o^^
Xuen, jessie, Joe Shien, Ya Theng,Pow Wei, See Shin, Shin Yee, Sin Joe, Li Xhin....and more more more....

i miss u all^^

the days in SMK Sultanah Asma school really memorable to me.....

thanks for helping me a lottt friends.....XD

seriously, i miss u all a lot...

the days with u all really a moment for me to cherish....

i LOVE u all friends...muackss!!!!